I confess that I am madly in love with my wife, but I also love another woman. I know it sounds horrible but I must tell you how much I LOVE my little 18 month girl, Ava!!! She is at that really awesome age where she seems to be discovering everything and learning new words everyday. Right now we have to still “decode” her language because she has not mastered her words yet, like she has mastered calculus. I love her for many reasons…like for instance they way she is so happy in the morning and bounces all over her crib. Or the way she dances when we put music on. Or the way she loves to get to just run around naked (which I hope changes by the time she is a teenager). She brings so much joy to my life and reminds me even on horrible days and through some recent tough times that there is hope. I realize when I look at her how God looks at me and loves me, and it blows my mind. The scripture says something to the effect that if we as human parents that are fallen know how to give good gifts, how much more would our Father in heaven who is good and perfect give good gifts and want the best for us! Thankyou Father for baby Ava…she helps me realize how you love me and will never leave me!